Oh boy… my summer vacation just got even crazier. I wasn’t really expecting this but I found out Thursday evening that I’m in need of surgery so I’ll be getting operated on in the hospital this Friday. :/
I’ve always had a mild fear of anesthesia. I think the fear stems from when I first learned about laughing gas and saw videos of people babbling away while they were all loopy. The thought of being unaware of what I’m saying freaks me out! I used to wonder if I might accidentally say something to my mom and dad that could get me in trouble like a simple, “oh he’s cute.”
Luckily, I don’t have to worry about that anymore.
But being unconscious is still scary! I’ll be out of commission for few days post-surgery but I’ll still do my best to blog once I’m awake and feeling a little better. (MUST. NOT. MESS. UP. NEW. YEARS. RESOLUTION. #postaday)
I should be okay and the surgery shouldn’t be too bad. I hope. There is a risk for complications but I’m not letting myself think about it. The surgery has high success rates and the doctor I have is supposed to be phenomenal. I’m a huge advocate of mind over matter so I do believe that a positive attitude can do wonders in situations like these.